i feel gray

it was taken in my favorites kew gardens during my winter holidays last year. this year i hope i'm going to london too (because my knee hurts, something something, i can't ski or snowboard :( so i can't go to the mountains). 

i'll definitely visit kew gardens and bring some new photos :)

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it describes perfectly what i feel now:

washed out

faded

not colored enough

,,i think i need snow, this magical fluffy thing which makes the whole world silent and pleasant''

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and love you,
xoxo

off the shore

you probably won't belive it but it's a photo from my exchange. 

it wasn't really good but some of the pictures are great :) 

this is a sailboat in hamburg. i thought that the light is amazing. it was just after a heavy rain. there was a double rainbow and those wonderful clouds. and as to lightening, it's original, photo is sooc :)

linking with: skywatch friday

love you all,

xoxo

wish

you probably noticed that today it's 11.11.11. i believe in wishes so at 11.11 i'm gonna make one.

i was thinking about that before. generally people ask for money, happiness, good marriage, relationship.
i want that too. i'm a human, strange one but still human.

but last year i did wish for that. and it didn't work out well.
or it was in a disguise.

...

as i'm thinking of that now, i did work. not just the way i wanted but still it did.
so this year i'm wishing for pretty much the same things like:
inspiration
happiness
and health

trite but true

love you all,

xoxo

p.s. happy 11.11.11 11.11 :)

xo

a bit of reflection about my life

i know that i'm running this blog fro fashion but i just have to write it:

i feel different. i hate to be a teenager, just 15 or already 15. absolutely hate that.

and i think that my friends think exactly the same.

first loves

first friendships

first real and unreal problems

it's time to face a real world. and that hurts. a lot i would even say.

and the worst thing are feelings to the other person.

as a girl which gets on well with guys, i do have problems with this.

as my friend, blueberry, said ,, there are 3 kinds of guys. friends, buddies and boyfriends.'' everything fine till the moment when you get to best friends, pals and all of those stuff. horrible for me.

for some people i have really mixed feelings. really. and now it gets really confusing. 

so the reason i'm writing it is that i'm so confused that i can't even find words to describe those guys.

but i'm really lucky that i have mint taste and maggie. i love them so much, i hope they are gonna read that.

i love you, i couldn't live without you! :)

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that's kind of interesting. what does love mean? any ideas? comment below please.

ok. now i'm really tired. 

love you all,

xoxo

keep calm and carry on

this week i love this amazing site: keep calm gallery

look what they've got:

i absolutely love those kind of pictures. this series is one of my favorite. and there are lots of variations about it, those are my absolute favorites:

hope you'll love that too :)

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love you,

xoxo

too long break

maggie, i know that you are going to kill me for that photo but i just love it so much :)

it's sooc, i took it during out german exchange in october. it was a long ride so we took a lot fun photos. do you remember the post about ,,rubik's cube boys'' :)? that's from the same trip.

i just like this photo that much, even though it's not sharp or lightened enough. it's all because of maggie and my memories from that bus :)

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love you,
xoxo

i do hate mondays

just a quick one. next week there is going to be a big surprise for you, i just can't wait! :)
but don't even open your mouths to ask, i won't tell you a thing.

today was really busy and i really need to say that i hate some of the things that whose ,,rubik's cube boys'' do or, if you want to be more specified, didn't do. i'm really mad at them.

i was actually, now i'm just really sad and tired of doing this project by myself. yes, that's what you expected and you finally got it. congrats from me, really successful project, don't you think?

i'm working on a really cool post about my winter must-have's and my christmas wish list, it's gonna be wonderful! and really long :)

conclusion: two big coffees a day is not a good idea :) but they were delicious indeed, thanks starbucks team for switching mint taste's sirups. mint late with honey is truly wonderful :)

that's enough for now, more tomorrow
got to sleep,

love you all,

xoxo

i need to...

 

as quickly as possible, my life depends on it, i think...

today (official all-day-in-pyjamas day!) i was really bored, and i did pretty much... sweet nothing :)

and i think that i absolutely fell in love (once again) with the film mr. magorium's wonder emporium.

'as my friend, help me. please.'

the moment i always have tears in my eyes.
and i love the magic in it.
colors, music, philosophy...
simply magical :)

lately, i don't have any will or inspiration to do anything with fashion.

but yesterday i was on my voluntary and now i have to.
my job is to make a presentation about csm course and fashion as a passion and present it to seniors at my voluntary.
sound's fun, huh? and i do that for community and service in my school, pretty cool. finally i can do what i want to do, and of course gain some extra points for that :)

i really want december to come quickly.
or snow. i love snow, and my favorite thing about winter is walking at 6 am on fresh, untouched snow, just after the night. absolutely love it <3

that's about it :)

love you all,

xoxo