recently i quite suddenly realised something.

as i am 16, my generation suddenly became this generation. i mean, when i was like 10 or 12 i thought that being a 16-17 year old is super mature and you can do so many things, like you don't have to listen to your parents and all that. also, oddly, i thought (and i still do sometimes, why, brain, why?) that between the age of 16 and 17 is like a 5 years long break, that it is like some initiation into the real world. weird, right?

and now i am this age. and all of the people beside me are. i feel a bit confused, to be fair.

my guy friends start to riding cars. and my girl friends start to fall for it.
my guy friends start to look at girls weirdly. and my girl friends start to giggle.
my guy friends start to fall for girls. and my girl friends start to measure guys attractiveness in a scale 1-10.
my guy friends start to have actual real girlfriends. and my girlfriends start to get sad about loneliness and 'whywon'tanybodyloveme?' things...

why?

i mean... maybe i'm a bit childish but i did my homework. i knew that will happen. but... this is weird anyways...

do you agree?

love,

xoxo

november it is.

how did that happen by the way...
i feel like i should talk to you a little. haven't done that in a long time. just letters... a lot (btw new ones coming soon)
i have a lot of time now. i need to think through and deal with a lot of stuff. so let me just write.

{the most fun part of changing your bed sheets is the jumping with your quilt, surrounded by the smell of laundry day}

one late thing. how was halloween? we don't really celebrate it here but still i was wearing my mad hatter costume all day long. i can post pictures if you want :)

i've been on my tumblr a lot more recently. i like it. thousands of pictures for you to choose from, wonderful images and warming-heart stories. many lovely people, even more amazing blogs. simply spiffing.

today i saw a little winter wonderland. baubles, fake snow, 8 foot tall snow queen, birds with sprinkles in their feathers. even thought i think that november, especially the beginning, is a bit to early to get excited for christmas, i can't help it. it's just so good... and snowy...

my room is currently in the autumn mode. i have little halloween pumpkins as lights. (you remember the broken stars? i'm getting new ones this year!) it looks really cool, but as my room is orange, from the backyard it has to kinda look like the red lights district. yeah... i'm completely crazy...

one more thing. you know about my obsession with jumpers, right? not long time ago i was reorganising my clothes rack a bit (my cousin gave me this shelves thing, so jumpers are there now). i realised that my mania is big, bigger than my wardrobe can handle, i think.

right now i have 26 of them there... and it's almost fully packed. this is like 3/4 of my jumper collection... i may have a problem... yeah... totally crazy, did i mention it?

that is probably it for now. i'll try to get to two posts a week, at least. please be patient.

i'll try to make more of my personal here, if you want to see all the phases, just let me know.

love, (thanks for sticking with me)

xoxo

r

rainbows

i just really like rainbows. the whole light thing just fascinates me. and i'm pro so it's all good :) and my name in queenofrainbow... that kinda matters too, right?

reading

i mean this is pretty obvious. i love to read, this year i'm doing the 50 books challenge. i mostly pick up fiction works but documentaries are really good as well. i can see all these fantastic images and of course inspire from them. not only the words but also the illustrations and the whole design of some books is just so good, i just want to look at it on my shelf. btw i reorganised my bookstand. now i have all of my series together and it all looks really cool. want to see? let me know.

that's it.
i feel lucky today.

love,

xoxo

take some of this....

simple

get these things:

 to get this :)

i'm so innovative, am i not? 

'i'm too poorly to be entertaining' only cool people understand this...

see you soon,

xoxo

p

photography

as you know i quite like to take pictures. that is like the most hipsterish thing ever, but i prefer to take like artistic pictures rather than family events or birthdays. i'm most fascinated by night lights and the christmas decorations in town. on that topic, i can't wait till this christmas because i'm gonna be in london and see all the decorations myself. expect thousands of photos.

psychedelia

i mean all these crazy pictures that seem to move. i absolutely love them. i would love to wear them sometime.

patterns

relevant to the psychedelia. pattern design and making is one of the things i'm most interested in the fashion industry, apart from designing clothes, of course. my doodles would make good patterns, wouldn't they? this year i'm making my personal project about patch-working, and i need to design my own patterns so we'll see how that goes :)

love,

xoxo

o

owls

besides foxes, deers and forever turtles they are my favourite animals. i doodle a lot of them. last christmas i made a picture of our whole family as owls, it was pretty amazing :). i think i'll do something similar maybe... i pretty much dig most of the thing with them. but mostly jewellery, i've got like hundreds of necklaces and earrings with owls. 

i wear glasses, stay up all night, move quietly, like reading... maybe i was an owl in my previous life? :)

imagine that, i would be the most colourful own in the forrest :P

love,

xoxo

n

night

that's the best part of my life. i'm definitely a night owl, i can stay up for hours, doing something creative. the best ideas ever pop into my head then i'm going to sleep. and even night can be inspiring, think about all the stars you can see in the night sky. sometimes i even wake up at night, especially in winter, just to look as the fresh snow fills the streets and first crazy people get up to work. i even stay up all night if i get into something really hard. it begun 3 years ago, i had problems sleeping and i found out how many amazing things a night brings. 

love,

xoxo

point

ok, let's just face something. i'm terrible at sticking to some schedule. not only on the blog... really. so what i'm going to do...

• try to post at least two posts a week
• one of them will be an overdue letter
• not even try, write one post a week!

ok. that's basically it. see you on the next letter (n) 

love you for staying with me,

xoxo